1st time drive alone..

My dad finally put down his worriedness
and let me drove his car.
This is the first time i drive and fetch my friend.
Hui ling and i, we went to jalan jalan
and went to the beach.
I was excited..and nervous.
Hopefully my driving skill will improve.
Everytime, i will pray before i drive.
Happy >.<

Feelings and faitfullness

The Lord is merciful, faithful and righteous.
Yea, thats true.
Well, compare with man,
God is loyal and faithful.
And his love feeling will never change
and remains faithful.
Although we sometimes falter in our faith
and question God's love for us,
He remains faithful.
Even when we doubt His promises,
or don't feel close to Him, or choose to sin,
His faithfulness still "reaches to the clouds.
(Psalm 36:5)


By reading "Our Daily Bread",
1 things i learned today,
man can lose their feel to someone
in just by 3 days,
even they had spend plenty of times together.
and, man's faith wont last long..
Thats true....


Whenever i feel empty, sad and fear,
this verse had make me feel secure.
(In those times when you don't feel close to God,
remind yourself that His feelings for you haven't changed.
It's not a matter of how you feel at the moment,
but the fact of the rock-solid faithfulness of God.)




Our God is GOd-He does not change;
His truth and love remain the same.
He's faithful to His matchless name,
FOr God is God-He does not change.




Trusting God's faithfulness,
dispels our fearfulness.

Killing heel

My dream to have my own high heel,
finally, i able to got it.
I love it so much.
From NOse company,
damn expensive.
Well, i name it as
"killing heel"
Because, it was sexy yet elegance.

Guys

Are guys important?

WHen they need you, they will use various type of method to get u,

when they dun ned you, they will juz dump u..

Although for so long, i still cant forget about a guy,

my mind was kept thinking of him.

I feel tortured yet tedious.

May be i put too much effort into this relationship?

or i too loves him?

My life......turning upside down....

How they can be so cruel?

without sympathy or sophisticated?

I feel that, i wont started a new relationship with any guy,

unless i am totally forgot about him...

my mind...oh my mind....why still keep thinking about him?

he had done so cruel things to you, why u still keep thinking bout him?

May be i am not the right person for him,

or he still loves someone?

arrrrg......why i so care about that?

is none my business now.....

I should let him go, i should let him free....

but i cant, why why.....

and now....i need you , and i will never let you go....until the very end.