cooking^^

dry chili pork....


My brother favourites food,
he likes dry chili stuff and black pepper stuff.
Me too^^
THis was my first time to cook the pork stuff.
Ingredient:
easy but need a lot of cooking skill.
Oyster sauce, black soya sauce, and others.
My brother appreciate that,
but he want a better sticky and black sauce next time,
look like those food cook in the restaurant.
Well, i will improve it next time,
see it then...

christmas eve + christmas ..^^

What is the meaning of christmas?
Presents, the gifts , the christmas tree, the bells,
the snow, the santa claus, and the turkey?
The true answer was:
Remembering the birth of our saviour:
Jesus Christ.

ERm....Yesterday i lead the caroling song..
nervous but i feel nice.
hehe.....
Today, i went up kuantan meet my ex-brother, Jeremy.
And Jasher misunderstood that i wanna got married?
Har?
The real bride was Eunice la......
The fake news almost made Jasher fainted.
HE almost got heartattack.
Jesse, Justin, Joshua, Michelle, and the kids were there.
.They grew more even cuter now..


I so hoped my father was right beside me now,
celebrated christmas with us.
Alone in KL, i am so worried about him,
but thank God he understand the true meaning of christmas.
Not just only receiving gift, but is to receive God blessing.
MErry Christmas and have a happy new year.
I love you daddy, mummy, and Stanley..
Muacksssss...............

painful

i feeling not well today..
WHen i woke up, my head was so pain, it dragged me to vomit.
Somehow, i drank many water, but then it all vomitted out.
I am so weak and headpain, my mum asked me to help grandma cooked.
But when i went down, i almost fainted..
The vision infront of me was so blur,
it was the incident when i was 15 years old.
I fall from the staircase in school, luckily kim was beside me.
However, she couldn't hold me, barely, i hurt my head.
Because during that time, my head went to bang the staircase holder.
IT was the most embarrasing moment in my school time.
erm...my head was really pain, i couldn't ate anything,
because whenever the food and the water that i had taken,
all had vomitted out...Lately, my body was very weak.
But now, i feel much more better. Alright..

because of u..

somehow......my life return to normal again....
without love, without being love by someone anymore..
of course...feeling sad,
lonely and exhausted.
After met you the last time,
my anger to you had fade away.
i no longer angry you for what you had done for me,
indeed, i feel my heart was on you.
may be i only love bad boy?
i am so regret,
because i had miss the chances to hug you.
truly regreted..
may be you will say i am stupid, but then this is what i feel.
Hopefully, i will get a hug and a kiss from you one day.

we had been together for 500 days.
27/7/09 - 8/12/09.
Friendship never end, this is what i hope.
Love you......

good bye malacca..

Countdown, still have 6 more days,
then i am able to visit malacca...especially A famosa.
However, everything become a dust...
I cant sleep well during the night,
because my brain is keep thinking.
Goodbye malacca...goodbye A famosa....
Hopefully there was no rain during your's whole trip,
i will pray hardly for that..
Take care.....

The amazing experience

When i was 10, i attended to a children church camp.
Recalling in that camp, i saw one's of my pray and cry at the same time.
i wonder and whispered myself, was anything wrong?
After the prayer, i asked my friend about the happening,
and she told me something was filled in her heart & the tears keep flowing from her eyes,
while she in prayer.
I wonder, hw she can get that feeling? and i am not?
This question had followed me many years until when i was 16.
I attended a youth camp(HUGE camp)
i knew many friends(LI ann, rufus , sin e, jeremy and many more)
During the consert and prayer session,
Li ann tears keep flowing down, again....
while rufus laughing non stop.....due to holy spirit touching..




Later on, i asked them the question that i had curious for many years.
She told me it was the holy spirit touched her heart, make her tears automatically
coming out. It wasn't crying, it is the holy spirit works.



What is holy spirit?
Holy spirit live in each everyone of us ,
when we had invited Jesus into our lives.
Jesus has returned to Father God but He had sent us
the holy spirit to live in us and be our teacher and guide us
till He comes again to this world.


wow, holy spirit can touch us through various ways:
By laughing, crying?
Of course, i want to get that feeling one day, and yet, miracles happen in me..


In the 2nd day in Huge camp, while praying session,
something special happen to me, i dont know how to describe the feeling,
but it was unususal, my tears start flowing down from my eyes,
and i can see something through my prayer....
What i had saw was a picture of a big hand holding the Earth..
What that means?
till today, i still did finding the answer....
After the prayer, i feel absolutely different,
felt walking into a whole new world,
and felt like i'm living, really living and life had begun afresh.
Did you all had this experience before?
This is how the holy spirit touch my heart, holy spirit fill me.
I hope My lover, family and friends could experience this,
because it is truly amazing and wonderful feeling.
Somehow, He makes you different...Amen

raining

Yesterday, there was a heavy downpour,
the roof area of my house was flooded..
it was looked like a pool..
my bro and i sweep the water to the hole that have stuck with leaf.
Finally, we able to clear all the water.

the weather is cold and wet...
suddenly, i feel so lonely..........
lonely.......
phone is quiet...
no message...
no phone call...
no inbox...
lonely and painful(in my mouth)...
when i apply the medicine,
it was so painful...like hell...
i hope this feeling would't come to me again...
never ever...
both feelings....
i hate it....................

3rd day in kl

(15/11/09) : sunday.
loc@tion : sunway pyramid
ev3nt : 91 gengz gathering
most eve3nt：shopping


Yee sin bf drove us to sunway pyramid, he drift on the road,
fast and the furious. However, he drove in the wrong place la,
just the traffic jam kl road, he couldn't show off much la.

i curi curi capture the behind view of yee sin and her bf.......^^

m3.........^^

After met up with all my friends, we separated for a moment.

In order to have a group shopping.

3 of us ( carr men, hui ling, and i) went shopping.

we shop from top to bottom,

from inner to out..hehe

i bought 5 pair of socks, a short, and a t-shirt.

we capture in the babyroom....the room was beside the toilet, it was cosy .

later on, i took a picture with wen qian, so miss her...since she had same class awhile

with me, and we were best friends when in standard 5 and 6.

Later on, the guys decided to go for steamboat buffet.

As the final gathering held in there.

I ate alot, until my stomach feel very full.

It cost RM20.80, but we all girls just pay RM15,

because the guys helped us to pay some.

They were really gentlemen, better than yee sin bf..haha

(shhhhhh)...

After the meals, we took a picture. some of our friends do not able to attend the buffet,

because transportation problem and some went back to malacca.

Later on, we all took LRT backed to their appartmen again. On the way backed,

shuh hong took some pictures.

When backed to appartmen , we feel tired..Again, in the kuli room..

Tired and sleepy, we slept till morning.

Pity guys because they lend us bed, while they do not had enough bed to sleep.

They slept on the floor, and some even dota till morning (crazy la).

Tonight, we sleep at zhung kiang and chee hao appartmen,

because the next day we needed to go to the pudu raya bus station.

Their place is much more nearer than yee sin house, and it is more convenient.


Througout the whole trip, i feel tired but happy.

Kl wasn't a nice place, if u got money( then it is a nice place),

if u don't have money（well, you will hungry and cold)

i had spent about RM180 in this trip, buying stuff is another spending,

but the tranportation fees cost me alot,

LRT, taxi, bus....( is all money)

2nd day in kl

( 14/11/09), saturday
Early in the morning, we girls decided to go sungei wang and times square shopping.
We woke up at 8.30am, and finished prepared till 11.30am....

Luckily guys did not woke up during that time, Later on, we girls went to take Lrt by ourselves.
We exploring ourselves the Lrt transit line. WE change Lrt kelana jaya line to ampang line.
Although we feel tired, but we were happy because it was the girls world....
Without guys, we shopping more happy...haha



The picture taken when in the LRT...( me & hui ling)
shuh hong & wan qing...(sexy girl。。。）








WHen we reached sungei wang, hui ling and i separated with wan qing & shuh hong
because they went to meet up with their NS friends,
while hui ling & i went to meet with carr men and yee sin.



Before we met with carr men them, hui ling and i went window shopping at sungei wang.
Sungei wang was very 杂 & 乱。
I did not liked it, however the things sold in sungei wang
were really cheap and various.
After a moment, hui ling and i feel headache,
because the place were really hot and uncomfortable.
I really did not liked the environment in sungei wang....





I tested a white colour prom dress...was my desired dress..but it was too expensive
and the fabric wasn't looked nice...Finally, i did not bought it..

I bought a white colour shopping bag....i loved it so much....

AFter met up with carr men and yee sin, i captured a picture with carr men.

While yee sin went shopping with her bibi...

Later on , we went to take our lunch at the hainan uncle station.

I ordered a bowl of laksa...it cost RM6.90..it tasted great...

Before we reached yee sin sis house, there was a heavydownpour,

of course, we got wet , and feel tired.

We took the rapid kl bus , the driver was so rude,

hui ling and i haven got into the bus,

the driver already wanna moved on. He totally freaked us .

Tonight, we went to yee sin sister house to sleepover.

We though it could be a heart to heart talk among the girls,

but yee sin bring along her bf, so....

so.....

it was a boring night,

because we feel akward when talking too much as there was a guy.

and we feel unconvenient.

THey watched horror movie, while hui ling and i slept early.

We feel tired but satisfy because we got the chances to gather among girls,

but chin lin and kim were not with me, i still feel there was a empty in my heart.

Because You girls plays an important role in my life.

Chin lin , i had known you about 10 years, best friends totally .

while kim, we had 6 years same class together, totally we were best friends.

Chin lin and kim, we are best friends forever, so miss you guys.

THe night was cold and freezing,

i so hope someone was hugging me & gave me warm.

and i think of u.....

1st day in kl

First day in kl, ( 13/11/09)
our bus journey took about 5 hours , from 9am -3pm.

Sleepy face in the bus...^^



When we reached, zhen wei came and took us in Pudu..we took LRT, change transit, walk 20minit then we just reach their place..Tired....
Later on, we had lunch at 爱面子, the noodles taste not bad....
And zhen wei belanja all the drinks..haha...save some $$ My 黑肉酱板面。。




Later on , we rest at ah qiang ‘kuli" room, 4 girls in a room...The room can only fix 2 bed, until the door can't open, can you imagine the space of the room? and the 1st night, we sleep at ah qiang room, used 2 bed..haiz..hard to sleep..

Girls , shopping time..................
we went to the idea square, a small shop but fill with unique and cute things.
These were the stuff i saw in the shop：

The contact lens cases,

does them look cute?

It cost Rm7.90

The face masks bought by wan qing, shuh hong

hui lin & me (mostly belongs to wan qing & shuh hong)

honey mask (me)

pink guava mask(hui ling)

smile girl....we took a picture in the room..

Later on, we had dinner nearby their appartmen, the dinner cost only Rm50something.

It was so cheap and nice...But we feel very full because the rice is too much

Later on, we had a walk and we saw the 臭豆腐stall, from far, we can smell it smell like 'longkang', but when we taste, it taste not bad.....Bravo...is so unbelievable.

bottle, tongue, kl trip

Unfortunately, i broke my bottle today... look at the ‘break part’
I feel so sayang because this bottle is cute and nice...
And all was the mosquito fault..
When i hold this bottle, suddenly the mosquito came and bited me..
hated it...i slapped at my leg where the mosquito had bitten, but i did not hit the target..
the mosquito so stupid....i hate mosquito....




~TOngue~
Our tongue is so powerful..
Good or bad words can speak from our tongue..
舌头虽然是小肢体，却会说夸大的话
Today i learn that we need to speak positive words, think positve, and our lifes will be different.
Bible says:
生与死都在舌头的全权下；爱把弄这权柄的，必自食其国
We should learn to say good words, bad words must far way from us,
because good words can bring blessing to us...
And never ever try to curse people.. because cursing is so evil, and the curse will back to us.
Many people should learn not to curse people, especially the christian should learn that too...
Once cursing...everything will become negative...
We should learn to love our family, neighbour, friends and our nation.
Then peace , happiness, and blessing will come into our lifes,
so watch the way our tongues speak...




~Trip~
Praying 4 the trip:
Lord, i commit my tomorrow journey into Your hand,
Lord , bless me oh Lord, let Your protection shield on me.
Let our journey will be safe , bless the condition of the bus,
and let the weather will be good.
Lord, be with me all the time, protect me, guide me, througout the whole journey,
and bless my friends too..
And let everything will go smoothly.
I love you , LOrd, for hearing my prayer.
i commit everything into Your hand,
Amen.



Thats my simple prayer ..

1st eXperience making sushi

Finally , i got the time to make sushi....
The time of making sushi took me about 1 and a half hour..
Feeling :Tired but satisfy
Taste of sushi=*myself(still can be accepted)
*mummy(she say not bad)
*grandma ( she say nice)
*xin er (dont know eat sushi, and dont like the rice,
because got a little bit sour)
*xin er mum (scare vomit as she pregnant,
scare do not suit the food,
she not dare try)
* ying teng (she say not bad, taste good,
got standard)


Well, lets look at the ingredients and the procedure ^^
the japanese rice(with rice vinegar,sugar, &salt),
boiled carrot, hotdog, egg (all had cut in pieces)


the "bamboo" play important role =。=

The mix and match....

Oh..i have forgotten to mention seaweed..

it is the head of the sushi...

after finish balut, the result is...

this..this...this...small little tiny , but had

a very stable condition...the rice wasn't loosen

tada...does them look great?

my final masterpiece....

does it look like the sushi ?

erm...the sushi still need to be improved..

it was a little bit sour= next time put less vinegar,

not enough salty= +more salt next time,

and use cucumber and crab meat stick as the

main ingredient...(it was suggested by mum)

hopefully, i can make it better ,

for U...

Is wednesday...

During the morning, i decided to put on my contact lens..which brown in colour.

~the cases of the contact lens~

~look at my eyes...the brown colour obvious?

~actually this colour is listed the most natural

colour among the others colour lens..

Unexpectedly, i scored the highest mark in both geography papers.

Surely, i am happy.

But yet, i did not really satisfy with what i 've got..

Geo physical=60% , Geo manusia=71%

I am satisfy with my geo manusia because my OTI 1 for this subject was sucks.

OTI 1 Final exam

36%=D+ 71%=A

While geography physical:

OTI 1 Final exam

80%=A 60%=A+

Hopefully my coming exam could score flying colours...

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final exam is over

lower six final exam was finally over...
happy and excited at the same time..
that means i could have enough time to:
sing, dance, bath, play, and eat again...
well, i could spend my precious time with my ....
my......
huh, that secret....
Hopefully my score would be colourful...
and tomorrow...my eyes colour would change...drastically..
from nearly black iris to brown colour....
can't wait to use it....excited...
aiming for contact lens...
herm...i think still have 10 more days stpm coming..
nervous?
calm down my dear, when feel stress, exercise...
see more green things(natural things),
and SING as loud as you can..^^
read as much as you can, eat more vege, eat less oily food...
and...drink more water....
and do SEX....
S=sing, E=eat, X...(make it yourself)..
Gambateh...strive for your Stpm....
by hook or by crook, make it perfect as well...
and i will always pray for your health, your mind,
your focusing and your exam...
You can do it ^^加油

night calling

yesterday night, i had been wondered by many questions.
i am confusing and feel unsecure because.......
Because i cant predicted my future...
May be the word 'dont know" had scared me ....
For what i am thinking is, the word 'dont know’ better
dont used it everytime in most of the conversation.
Because it makes me feel unresponsible.

I feel myself very easy to cry because of small things..
Dont know why everytime a small things can bordered me so long..
may be i am the girl type easy to cry..
not cry because of yesterday night,
but was sometime when somethings hurt my heart.

what kind of girl am i?
A good or a bad one?
or sometime good, sometime bad?
well, i think myself bad because i cant change you..
even make you worst...
sorry for dint recorrect you...

yesterday you had been asking me whether i wrote diary?
well my answer is no...because ....
i am not that hardworking...and i never think about that before..
but today, i feel is good to write diary,
because can record every single day of my life...
the day we had started a new relationship, which date on 27/7/o8
today , it had been 466 days we had been together.....
hope everythings will last forever..........
but future things hard to say..
just let God arrange...
and i will Pray for everything...
everything............

fj birthday

the second time i celebrated birthday with you...
i feel happy and glad at the same time, because i got the chance to be your lover,
just like a new born baby step into a 'love zone',
knowing the taste of love which were sweet & bitter,
i am sorry for sometimes made you angry, as i am still a baby,
hope you can recorrect me, cares me, hug me, and hold my little 'cold' hand.
i wanna be with you whenever you are, i just wanna be your closest person,
cares you, protect you (may be you will protect me back) , and always keep you full.
Happy birthday my dear, wish you feel meaningful for your birthday,
always be positive, then life will be different,
trust in Lord as He really cares about you, loves you...only you din realise...
i pray for you, is a blessing to you, bless your STPM, your health, your everything..
loves you..muackss

the tongue pose...hehe



*the procedure 4 making the cinnamon apple cake
( 1st time experience)
kelam kabut that time...=.="

the ingredients...(some missing ingredients)

the mixing of butter & sugar...

the microwave and the mould for the cake..

the mixing of butter, sugar, egg, milk, and flour..

done mixing, pour it into a shape...

Tada... the smell of the cake was super nice....

but then is the first time....

the middle is halfway cook....

i dint realise, till 1 hour later, the middle begin drop inner

just a small part middle din cook well,

the beside was cook...

but is super nice, and it smell great...

thats why from a big cake turn into a small cake when i gave you

i am so sorry, and paiseh la....

the teddy bear was tinted with my name.

the sewing skill not really good la,

dont laugh , okey?

A stand for Adeline, W stand for Wee

not AnW la, dear....

Think of me, hug me.....hug (teddy)

the sweet memories....

i love the window frame and the love shape,

do you?

i think this was the nicest card that i have ever made

Only for U...






today i learn a new God's word

fruit of the Spirit is :

love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness,

gentleness and self control

Try to mould these characters into your life...

from a bad boy gone good..

from a bad girl gone good...

the final blessing for you..

whenever you read this message that i brought to you,

hope you can absorb something precious from here,
......my last blessing for U , muacksss

Is money everything?

Is money everything?

My answer is no....but everything indeed need money..
Money makes the world Go around...
Money can buy you material possessions,
but it cannot buy you happiness & peace of mind.
Money can buy you a position,but not respect.
Money can buy you a house,but it can't buy you a home.
Money can buy you insurance,but it cant buy security.
Money can buy you entertainment, buy can't buy u happiness.
Money can buy you medicine, but can't buy u a good health.
Money can buy you a bed, but it can't buy you sleep.
Money can buy you companionship, but it can't buy u friendship.
Money can buy you sex, but it can't buy you love.
Money can buy many women , but it can't buy you a good wife。

However, the things money can buy are temporal,
but the things money cant buy are, most times, everylasting.

Money doesn't change you,
it only revealls who you truly are............

emo feelings

carrying a steadfast heart to school.......
i keep remind myself not to keep remember the things which had happened yesterday..
but, my mind was kept reminding me.........
when everyone kept asking the result of the yesterday public speaking,
i was frustrated and faded up, and my mood was totally down....
although got the second prize wasn't a big deal,
but when realised this wasn't the main reason of losing point.
I will feel better if i was losed to someone who was better than me,
but i am losed to someone who was lousy than me!!!!!!!!!

Even teacher Fadhilatu was very disappointed to the result which had
given by the judges to me, she had been the judges for public speaking
for many years, she even make complaint to the PPD,
Most of the teachers had knowed this matter,
when my bm1 teacher asked me this matter,
again, she made me reminded this matter again...

whenever i looked at the small trophy which i had got,
i feel disappointed to the stupid judges, they don't know how to use
人才......send loser to compete.....totally insane....
i wasn't hoped to say it this way, but this really making me sick of it...

it wasn't fair, the most probably answer was may be i was
the only chinese girl who took part in this competition...
and they did not wanted to miss this opportunity to
'buli' me........
well, i wont gave up, may be these 3 judges had totally
triggered me or even mould me in different way
to be a better speaker in one day...
or may be someday, i should say thanks to them.....

while expressing my feeling,
i am hearing the song amazing grace by Chris Tomlin,
tears keep dropping down at 1st,
after then i feel not worth it to waste my tears,
because of that 3 stupid judges......
finish

public speaking experience

early in the morning, my dear dear help me tied this nice tie

wearing the blue suit...

before i went to competition...i take a snap with hui ling..

my 2nd prize...

the small gift.......

everyone is expected me to won the champion, i even thought that, but when the result was showned out, i got second prize.................

i feel dissapointed....

Because i not enough point, everyone is giving 5 points, me only have 4 points,

but my teacher told me that 4 points had already enough for the public speaking.

Well, i just feel relieve after my speech..................

Thank you Lord, for i am able to finish my speech without losing any points.

Indeed, i am able to control my shaking hand while on the stage....

and i am able to perform well on the stage......

Nevermind, it was my first time, and i should feel happy ....

although i did not won the champion, but at least i got a precious experience......

but i really feel wasted ......

at last, i want to thanks chen, weng leong,

for guiding me and even giving this oppurnity to me..

later on, we went to mesra mall to have a shopping,

i went to my uncle's friend shop, Game zone, and my uncle's friend let me play ps3,

the racing car, was really nice...haha...

I even bought 3 roti boy for my family...

actually i wanted to buy the donnut, but i did not bring enough money...

Although i did not feel really happy ,

but yet i feel grateful because i am able to finish my speech without losing any point.............

Thank you Lord for hearing my prayer

creamy soup

my recently artwork.....

mum went out, well i gonna cook for myself....

search from the refrigerator, opppsss, only left carrot...

+potato...well, lets mix up the ingredient and put it in a blender

butter, salt, smashed carrot+potato =delightful creamy soup...

the taste of the creamy was absolutely perfect.....plus the mixed herb...

erm..yummy....