the presence of Lord ...

During the prayer session in the church camp 2 days ago,
pastor eng cheng ,
she prayed for me...
i know, i need more strength,
i need more knowledge,
i need more courage to face everything,
all the tribulation and fear in my life.
i need not worried and
i need You O Lord.
So sudden, my tears dropped tremendously,
flow nonstoply...
Yes...the holy spirit filled me again...
For so long, i never experienced that,
and that day, i feel the new of me again,
after the prayer,
i feel so relieve, feel so fresh, feel ...
i dont know how to describe,
because the feeling is special and different.
I love you, Jesus...
thanks you for Your holy spirit...

i need strength ..

I must think positive,
I must not cry ,
I must be hardworking,
I need strength O Lord,
Strengthen me....
She need me right now....





I know, everthing will be alrite...
Everything will be okey....
Yes, it will be.......




Smile..

this wasn't my month...

While i in the camp, yes, i got a nice bedroom,
with aircond and own bathroom,
nice food...nice facilities....
but....
going for the same module,
wasting my time, and my phone was stolen,
everything couldn't replace my phone...
all my contact list, all the precious stuff in my phone...
all gone.....



plus, today, i received a call from my friend,
saying that i wasn't in the rm1000 list....for the stpm students,
my heart, seriously couldn't accept this,
everything was too sudden...
my body and my heart couldn't able to hold all this ...


and....bad news heard from someone....
everything was too sudden...
is there anyone for me ?
i need a big hug, and a shoulder to cry,
i afraid, i couldn't accept all this,
and go for doing something crazy,
i was so weak, until......
i couldn't breath,
i hope everything will be okey....