fj birthday

the second time i celebrated birthday with you...
i feel happy and glad at the same time, because i got the chance to be your lover,
just like a new born baby step into a 'love zone',
knowing the taste of love which were sweet & bitter,
i am sorry for sometimes made you angry, as i am still a baby,
hope you can recorrect me, cares me, hug me, and hold my little 'cold' hand.
i wanna be with you whenever you are, i just wanna be your closest person,
cares you, protect you (may be you will protect me back) , and always keep you full.
Happy birthday my dear, wish you feel meaningful for your birthday,
always be positive, then life will be different,
trust in Lord as He really cares about you, loves you...only you din realise...
i pray for you, is a blessing to you, bless your STPM, your health, your everything..
loves you..muackss

the tongue pose...hehe



*the procedure 4 making the cinnamon apple cake
( 1st time experience)
kelam kabut that time...=.="

the ingredients...(some missing ingredients)

the mixing of butter & sugar...

the microwave and the mould for the cake..

the mixing of butter, sugar, egg, milk, and flour..

done mixing, pour it into a shape...

Tada... the smell of the cake was super nice....

but then is the first time....

the middle is halfway cook....

i dint realise, till 1 hour later, the middle begin drop inner

just a small part middle din cook well,

the beside was cook...

but is super nice, and it smell great...

thats why from a big cake turn into a small cake when i gave you

i am so sorry, and paiseh la....

the teddy bear was tinted with my name.

the sewing skill not really good la,

dont laugh , okey?

A stand for Adeline, W stand for Wee

not AnW la, dear....

Think of me, hug me.....hug (teddy)

the sweet memories....

i love the window frame and the love shape,

do you?

i think this was the nicest card that i have ever made

Only for U...






today i learn a new God's word

fruit of the Spirit is :

love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness,

gentleness and self control

Try to mould these characters into your life...

from a bad boy gone good..

from a bad girl gone good...

the final blessing for you..

whenever you read this message that i brought to you,

hope you can absorb something precious from here,
......my last blessing for U , muacksss

Is money everything?

Is money everything?

My answer is no....but everything indeed need money..
Money makes the world Go around...
Money can buy you material possessions,
but it cannot buy you happiness & peace of mind.
Money can buy you a position,but not respect.
Money can buy you a house,but it can't buy you a home.
Money can buy you insurance,but it cant buy security.
Money can buy you entertainment, buy can't buy u happiness.
Money can buy you medicine, but can't buy u a good health.
Money can buy you a bed, but it can't buy you sleep.
Money can buy you companionship, but it can't buy u friendship.
Money can buy you sex, but it can't buy you love.
Money can buy many women , but it can't buy you a good wife。

However, the things money can buy are temporal,
but the things money cant buy are, most times, everylasting.

Money doesn't change you,
it only revealls who you truly are............

emo feelings

carrying a steadfast heart to school.......
i keep remind myself not to keep remember the things which had happened yesterday..
but, my mind was kept reminding me.........
when everyone kept asking the result of the yesterday public speaking,
i was frustrated and faded up, and my mood was totally down....
although got the second prize wasn't a big deal,
but when realised this wasn't the main reason of losing point.
I will feel better if i was losed to someone who was better than me,
but i am losed to someone who was lousy than me!!!!!!!!!

Even teacher Fadhilatu was very disappointed to the result which had
given by the judges to me, she had been the judges for public speaking
for many years, she even make complaint to the PPD,
Most of the teachers had knowed this matter,
when my bm1 teacher asked me this matter,
again, she made me reminded this matter again...

whenever i looked at the small trophy which i had got,
i feel disappointed to the stupid judges, they don't know how to use
人才......send loser to compete.....totally insane....
i wasn't hoped to say it this way, but this really making me sick of it...

it wasn't fair, the most probably answer was may be i was
the only chinese girl who took part in this competition...
and they did not wanted to miss this opportunity to
'buli' me........
well, i wont gave up, may be these 3 judges had totally
triggered me or even mould me in different way
to be a better speaker in one day...
or may be someday, i should say thanks to them.....

while expressing my feeling,
i am hearing the song amazing grace by Chris Tomlin,
tears keep dropping down at 1st,
after then i feel not worth it to waste my tears,
because of that 3 stupid judges......
finish

public speaking experience

early in the morning, my dear dear help me tied this nice tie

wearing the blue suit...

before i went to competition...i take a snap with hui ling..

my 2nd prize...

the small gift.......

everyone is expected me to won the champion, i even thought that, but when the result was showned out, i got second prize.................

i feel dissapointed....

Because i not enough point, everyone is giving 5 points, me only have 4 points,

but my teacher told me that 4 points had already enough for the public speaking.

Well, i just feel relieve after my speech..................

Thank you Lord, for i am able to finish my speech without losing any points.

Indeed, i am able to control my shaking hand while on the stage....

and i am able to perform well on the stage......

Nevermind, it was my first time, and i should feel happy ....

although i did not won the champion, but at least i got a precious experience......

but i really feel wasted ......

at last, i want to thanks chen, weng leong,

for guiding me and even giving this oppurnity to me..

later on, we went to mesra mall to have a shopping,

i went to my uncle's friend shop, Game zone, and my uncle's friend let me play ps3,

the racing car, was really nice...haha...

I even bought 3 roti boy for my family...

actually i wanted to buy the donnut, but i did not bring enough money...

Although i did not feel really happy ,

but yet i feel grateful because i am able to finish my speech without losing any point.............

Thank you Lord for hearing my prayer

creamy soup

my recently artwork.....

mum went out, well i gonna cook for myself....

search from the refrigerator, opppsss, only left carrot...

+potato...well, lets mix up the ingredient and put it in a blender

butter, salt, smashed carrot+potato =delightful creamy soup...

the taste of the creamy was absolutely perfect.....plus the mixed herb...

erm..yummy....