painting...

Feeling excited and thrilling because my heart was going to paint the wall.
However, things turned bad and my mood gone down when i couldn't
opened the paint.
In fact, i asked my cousin to lend me a hand.
We used almost 1 hour to open the new paint,
it was very hard to open.
We used various type of methods,
and finally end up by using screw driver and a hammer.
It was really........pheww.....
Later on, i painted the first layer,
and continued with the second layer.
I couldn't believed my painting skill was so good...
Sincerely...
You knowed why?
Because the painting colour was balanced and
without different colour spot.
However, i feel tired and exhausted.
I so hope my brother and father were here in
helping me doing all the heavy stuff .
Sometimes, i even feel tired and
need a man in my house in order to help
me doing all the guy's work.
I can truly say that,
i am doing all the housework by myself all the time!!!
I hate housework as it wasted my time, my energy
and i am really really tiring.....tired....tired of my lifes..
I am sick of it.....tired of being a maid....