emotyness

Well, this 2 weeks holiday for me is
just like empty.
Besides working, i couldn't find something
to fill my heart.
The emptyness of my heart...
My mood is unhappy,
something is missing....
i realise...
People always asked me,
Do u have a boyfriend?
well, is that important?
what is the purpose of having a bf?
Sometimes, i always asking myself,
did i really need a bf,
indeed, my heart was still on someone.
and i trying to forget,
but i couldn't....even a single day.
i know, people will say i am stupid,
not worth it to do this,
not because of the reason of worthyness,
but i have choosen to love.
Love can be good and bad.
Once you have drop into the love trap,
you can't even escape it...