Yesterday, there was a heavy downpour,
the roof area of my house was flooded..
it was looked like a pool..
my bro and i sweep the water to the hole that have stuck with leaf.
Finally, we able to clear all the water.
the weather is cold and wet...
suddenly, i feel so lonely..........
lonely.......
phone is quiet...
no message...
no phone call...
no inbox...
lonely and painful(in my mouth)...
when i apply the medicine,
it was so painful...like hell...
i hope this feeling would't come to me again...
never ever...
both feelings....
i hate it....................
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
3rd day in kl
(15/11/09) : sunday.
loc@tion : sunway pyramid
ev3nt : 91 gengz gathering
most eve3nt:shopping
Yee sin bf drove us to sunway pyramid, he drift on the road,
fast and the furious. However, he drove in the wrong place la,
just the traffic jam kl road, he couldn't show off much la.
m3.........^^
loc@tion : sunway pyramid
ev3nt : 91 gengz gathering
most eve3nt:shopping
Yee sin bf drove us to sunway pyramid, he drift on the road,
fast and the furious. However, he drove in the wrong place la,
just the traffic jam kl road, he couldn't show off much la.
i curi curi capture the behind view of yee sin and her bf.......^^
m3.........^^After met up with all my friends, we separated for a moment.
In order to have a group shopping.
3 of us ( carr men, hui ling, and i) went shopping.
we shop from top to bottom,
from inner to out..hehe
i bought 5 pair of socks, a short, and a t-shirt.
with me, and we were best friends when in standard 5 and 6.
As the final gathering held in there.
I ate alot, until my stomach feel very full.
It cost RM20.80, but we all girls just pay RM15,
because the guys helped us to pay some.
They were really gentlemen, better than yee sin bf..haha
(shhhhhh)...
because transportation problem and some went back to malacca.
Later on, we all took LRT backed to their appartmen again. On the way backed,
Tired and sleepy, we slept till morning.
Pity guys because they lend us bed, while they do not had enough bed to sleep.
They slept on the floor, and some even dota till morning (crazy la).
Tonight, we sleep at zhung kiang and chee hao appartmen,
because the next day we needed to go to the pudu raya bus station.
Their place is much more nearer than yee sin house, and it is more convenient.
Througout the whole trip, i feel tired but happy.
Througout the whole trip, i feel tired but happy.
Kl wasn't a nice place, if u got money( then it is a nice place),
if u don't have money(well, you will hungry and cold)
i had spent about RM180 in this trip, buying stuff is another spending,
but the tranportation fees cost me alot,
LRT, taxi, bus....( is all money)
Monday, November 16, 2009
2nd day in kl
( 14/11/09), saturday
Early in the morning, we girls decided to go sungei wang and times square shopping.
We woke up at 8.30am, and finished prepared till 11.30am....
Luckily guys did not woke up during that time, Later on, we girls went to take Lrt by ourselves.
We exploring ourselves the Lrt transit line. WE change Lrt kelana jaya line to ampang line.
Although we feel tired, but we were happy because it was the girls world....
Without guys, we shopping more happy...haha
The picture taken when in the LRT...( me & hui ling)
shuh hong & wan qing...(sexy girl。。。)
WHen we reached sungei wang, hui ling and i separated with wan qing & shuh hong
because they went to meet up with their NS friends,
while hui ling & i went to meet with carr men and yee sin.
Before we met with carr men them, hui ling and i went window shopping at sungei wang.
Sungei wang was very 杂 & 乱。
I did not liked it, however the things sold in sungei wang
were really cheap and various.
After a moment, hui ling and i feel headache,
because the place were really hot and uncomfortable.
I really did not liked the environment in sungei wang....
I tested a white colour prom dress...was my desired dress..but it was too expensive
and the fabric wasn't looked nice...Finally, i did not bought it..
I bought a white colour shopping bag....i loved it so much....
Early in the morning, we girls decided to go sungei wang and times square shopping.
We woke up at 8.30am, and finished prepared till 11.30am....
Luckily guys did not woke up during that time, Later on, we girls went to take Lrt by ourselves.
We exploring ourselves the Lrt transit line. WE change Lrt kelana jaya line to ampang line.
Although we feel tired, but we were happy because it was the girls world....
Without guys, we shopping more happy...haha
The picture taken when in the LRT...( me & hui ling)
shuh hong & wan qing...(sexy girl。。。)WHen we reached sungei wang, hui ling and i separated with wan qing & shuh hong
because they went to meet up with their NS friends,
while hui ling & i went to meet with carr men and yee sin.
Before we met with carr men them, hui ling and i went window shopping at sungei wang.
Sungei wang was very 杂 & 乱。
I did not liked it, however the things sold in sungei wang
were really cheap and various.
After a moment, hui ling and i feel headache,
because the place were really hot and uncomfortable.
I really did not liked the environment in sungei wang....
I tested a white colour prom dress...was my desired dress..but it was too expensiveand the fabric wasn't looked nice...Finally, i did not bought it..
I bought a white colour shopping bag....i loved it so much....While yee sin went shopping with her bibi...
I ordered a bowl of laksa...it cost RM6.90..it tasted great...
Before we reached yee sin sis house, there was a heavydownpour,
of course, we got wet , and feel tired.
We took the rapid kl bus , the driver was so rude,
hui ling and i haven got into the bus,
the driver already wanna moved on. He totally freaked us .
Tonight, we went to yee sin sister house to sleepover.
We though it could be a heart to heart talk among the girls,
but yee sin bring along her bf, so....
so.....
it was a boring night,
because we feel akward when talking too much as there was a guy.
and we feel unconvenient.
THey watched horror movie, while hui ling and i slept early.
We feel tired but satisfy because we got the chances to gather among girls,
but chin lin and kim were not with me, i still feel there was a empty in my heart.
Because You girls plays an important role in my life.
Chin lin , i had known you about 10 years, best friends totally .
while kim, we had 6 years same class together, totally we were best friends.
Chin lin and kim, we are best friends forever, so miss you guys.
THe night was cold and freezing,
i so hope someone was hugging me & gave me warm.
and i think of u.....
1st day in kl
First day in kl, ( 13/11/09)
our bus journey took about 5 hours , from 9am -3pm.
Sleepy face in the bus...^^
When we reached, zhen wei came and took us in Pudu..we took LRT, change transit, walk 20minit then we just reach their place..Tired....
Later on, we had lunch at 爱面子, the noodles taste not bad....
And zhen wei belanja all the drinks..haha...save some $$
My 黑肉酱板面。。
Later on , we rest at ah qiang ‘kuli" room, 4 girls in a room...The room can only fix 2 bed, until the door can't open, can you imagine the space of the room? and the 1st night, we sleep at ah qiang room, used 2 bed..haiz..hard to sleep..
Girls , shopping time..................
we went to the idea square, a small shop but fill with unique and cute things.
These were the stuff i saw in the shop:
our bus journey took about 5 hours , from 9am -3pm.
Sleepy face in the bus...^^When we reached, zhen wei came and took us in Pudu..we took LRT, change transit, walk 20minit then we just reach their place..Tired....
Later on, we had lunch at 爱面子, the noodles taste not bad....
And zhen wei belanja all the drinks..haha...save some $$
My 黑肉酱板面。。Later on , we rest at ah qiang ‘kuli" room, 4 girls in a room...The room can only fix 2 bed, until the door can't open, can you imagine the space of the room? and the 1st night, we sleep at ah qiang room, used 2 bed..haiz..hard to sleep..
Girls , shopping time..................
we went to the idea square, a small shop but fill with unique and cute things.
These were the stuff i saw in the shop:
does them look cute?
It cost Rm7.90
hui lin & me (mostly belongs to wan qing & shuh hong)
pink guava mask(hui ling)
Later on, we had dinner nearby their appartmen, the dinner cost only Rm50something.
It was so cheap and nice...But we feel very full because the rice is too much
Thursday, November 12, 2009
bottle, tongue, kl trip
Unfortunately, i broke my bottle today...
look at the ‘break part’
I feel so sayang because this bottle is cute and nice...
And all was the mosquito fault..
When i hold this bottle, suddenly the mosquito came and bited me..
hated it...i slapped at my leg where the mosquito had bitten, but i did not hit the target..
the mosquito so stupid....i hate mosquito....
~TOngue~
Our tongue is so powerful..
Good or bad words can speak from our tongue..
舌头虽然是小肢体,却会说夸大的话
Today i learn that we need to speak positive words, think positve, and our lifes will be different.
Bible says:
生与死都在舌头的全权下;爱把弄这权柄的,必自食其国
We should learn to say good words, bad words must far way from us,
because good words can bring blessing to us...
And never ever try to curse people.. because cursing is so evil, and the curse will back to us.
Many people should learn not to curse people, especially the christian should learn that too...
Once cursing...everything will become negative...
We should learn to love our family, neighbour, friends and our nation.
Then peace , happiness, and blessing will come into our lifes,
so watch the way our tongues speak...
~Trip~
Praying 4 the trip:
Lord, i commit my tomorrow journey into Your hand,
Lord , bless me oh Lord, let Your protection shield on me.
Let our journey will be safe , bless the condition of the bus,
and let the weather will be good.
Lord, be with me all the time, protect me, guide me, througout the whole journey,
and bless my friends too..
And let everything will go smoothly.
I love you , LOrd, for hearing my prayer.
i commit everything into Your hand,
Amen.
Thats my simple prayer ..
look at the ‘break part’I feel so sayang because this bottle is cute and nice...
And all was the mosquito fault..
When i hold this bottle, suddenly the mosquito came and bited me..
hated it...i slapped at my leg where the mosquito had bitten, but i did not hit the target..
the mosquito so stupid....i hate mosquito....
~TOngue~
Our tongue is so powerful..
Good or bad words can speak from our tongue..
舌头虽然是小肢体,却会说夸大的话
Today i learn that we need to speak positive words, think positve, and our lifes will be different.
Bible says:
生与死都在舌头的全权下;爱把弄这权柄的,必自食其国
We should learn to say good words, bad words must far way from us,
because good words can bring blessing to us...
And never ever try to curse people.. because cursing is so evil, and the curse will back to us.
Many people should learn not to curse people, especially the christian should learn that too...
Once cursing...everything will become negative...
We should learn to love our family, neighbour, friends and our nation.
Then peace , happiness, and blessing will come into our lifes,
so watch the way our tongues speak...
~Trip~
Praying 4 the trip:
Lord, i commit my tomorrow journey into Your hand,
Lord , bless me oh Lord, let Your protection shield on me.
Let our journey will be safe , bless the condition of the bus,
and let the weather will be good.
Lord, be with me all the time, protect me, guide me, througout the whole journey,
and bless my friends too..
And let everything will go smoothly.
I love you , LOrd, for hearing my prayer.
i commit everything into Your hand,
Amen.
Thats my simple prayer ..
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
1st eXperience making sushi
Finally , i got the time to make sushi....
The time of making sushi took me about 1 and a half hour..
Feeling :Tired but satisfy
Taste of sushi=*myself(still can be accepted)
*mummy(she say not bad)
*grandma ( she say nice)
*xin er (dont know eat sushi, and dont like the rice,
because got a little bit sour)
*xin er mum (scare vomit as she pregnant,
scare do not suit the food,
she not dare try)
* ying teng (she say not bad, taste good,
got standard)
Well, lets look at the ingredients and the procedure ^^
the japanese rice(with rice vinegar,sugar, &salt),
boiled carrot, hotdog, egg (all had cut in pieces)
the "bamboo" play important role =。=
The mix and match....
The time of making sushi took me about 1 and a half hour..
Feeling :Tired but satisfy
Taste of sushi=*myself(still can be accepted)
*mummy(she say not bad)
*grandma ( she say nice)
*xin er (dont know eat sushi, and dont like the rice,
because got a little bit sour)
*xin er mum (scare vomit as she pregnant,
scare do not suit the food,
she not dare try)
* ying teng (she say not bad, taste good,
got standard)
Well, lets look at the ingredients and the procedure ^^
the japanese rice(with rice vinegar,sugar, &salt),boiled carrot, hotdog, egg (all had cut in pieces)
the "bamboo" play important role =。=
The mix and match....it is the head of the sushi...

after finish balut, the result is...

after finish balut, the result is...
a very stable condition...the rice wasn't loosen
tada...does them look great?
hopefully, i can make it better ,
tada...does them look great?does it look like the sushi ?
erm...the sushi still need to be improved..
it was a little bit sour= next time put less vinegar,
not enough salty= +more salt next time,
and use cucumber and crab meat stick as the
main ingredient...(it was suggested by mum)
hopefully, i can make it better ,
for U...
Is wednesday...
During the morning, i decided to put on my contact lens..which brown in colour.
~the cases of the contact lens~
~look at my eyes...the brown colour obvious?
~the cases of the contact lens~
~look at my eyes...the brown colour obvious? colour among the others colour lens..
Unexpectedly, i scored the highest mark in both geography papers.
Surely, i am happy.
But yet, i did not really satisfy with what i 've got..
Geo physical=60% , Geo manusia=71%
I am satisfy with my geo manusia because my OTI 1 for this subject was sucks.
OTI 1 Final exam
36%=D+ 71%=A
While geography physical:
OTI 1 Final exam
80%=A 60%=A+
Hopefully my coming exam could score flying colours...
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
final exam is over
lower six final exam was finally over...
happy and excited at the same time..
that means i could have enough time to:
sing, dance, bath, play, and eat again...
well, i could spend my precious time with my ....
my......
huh, that secret....
Hopefully my score would be colourful...
and tomorrow...my eyes colour would change...drastically..
from nearly black iris to brown colour....
can't wait to use it....excited...
aiming for contact lens...
herm...i think still have 10 more days stpm coming..
nervous?
calm down my dear, when feel stress, exercise...
see more green things(natural things),
and SING as loud as you can..^^
read as much as you can, eat more vege, eat less oily food...
and...drink more water....
and do SEX....
S=sing, E=eat, X...(make it yourself)..
Gambateh...strive for your Stpm....
by hook or by crook, make it perfect as well...
and i will always pray for your health, your mind,
your focusing and your exam...
You can do it ^^加油
happy and excited at the same time..
that means i could have enough time to:
sing, dance, bath, play, and eat again...
well, i could spend my precious time with my ....
my......
huh, that secret....
Hopefully my score would be colourful...
and tomorrow...my eyes colour would change...drastically..
from nearly black iris to brown colour....
can't wait to use it....excited...
aiming for contact lens...
herm...i think still have 10 more days stpm coming..
nervous?
calm down my dear, when feel stress, exercise...
see more green things(natural things),
and SING as loud as you can..^^
read as much as you can, eat more vege, eat less oily food...
and...drink more water....
and do SEX....
S=sing, E=eat, X...(make it yourself)..
Gambateh...strive for your Stpm....
by hook or by crook, make it perfect as well...
and i will always pray for your health, your mind,
your focusing and your exam...
You can do it ^^加油
Friday, November 6, 2009
night calling
yesterday night, i had been wondered by many questions.
i am confusing and feel unsecure because.......
Because i cant predicted my future...
May be the word 'dont know" had scared me ....
For what i am thinking is, the word 'dont know’ better
dont used it everytime in most of the conversation.
Because it makes me feel unresponsible.
I feel myself very easy to cry because of small things..
Dont know why everytime a small things can bordered me so long..
may be i am the girl type easy to cry..
not cry because of yesterday night,
but was sometime when somethings hurt my heart.
what kind of girl am i?
A good or a bad one?
or sometime good, sometime bad?
well, i think myself bad because i cant change you..
even make you worst...
sorry for dint recorrect you...
yesterday you had been asking me whether i wrote diary?
well my answer is no...because ....
i am not that hardworking...and i never think about that before..
but today, i feel is good to write diary,
because can record every single day of my life...
the day we had started a new relationship, which date on 27/7/o8
today , it had been 466 days we had been together.....
hope everythings will last forever..........
but future things hard to say..
just let God arrange...
and i will Pray for everything...
everything............
i am confusing and feel unsecure because.......
Because i cant predicted my future...
May be the word 'dont know" had scared me ....
For what i am thinking is, the word 'dont know’ better
dont used it everytime in most of the conversation.
Because it makes me feel unresponsible.
I feel myself very easy to cry because of small things..
Dont know why everytime a small things can bordered me so long..
may be i am the girl type easy to cry..
not cry because of yesterday night,
but was sometime when somethings hurt my heart.
what kind of girl am i?
A good or a bad one?
or sometime good, sometime bad?
well, i think myself bad because i cant change you..
even make you worst...
sorry for dint recorrect you...
yesterday you had been asking me whether i wrote diary?
well my answer is no...because ....
i am not that hardworking...and i never think about that before..
but today, i feel is good to write diary,
because can record every single day of my life...
the day we had started a new relationship, which date on 27/7/o8
today , it had been 466 days we had been together.....
hope everythings will last forever..........
but future things hard to say..
just let God arrange...
and i will Pray for everything...
everything............
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