muet result...

muet result?
omg...hate it....still got 3 more marks,
i can reach band 4 dy....
really geram ar...
but i really satisfied my speaking skill result.
38/45....



should i retake?









i still considering......

GoiNg t0 state camp...

Tomorrow, i will leave kemaman for 4 days,
I will going to attend the akademi stpm peringkat negeri trg.
I will miss my mum,
I will miss my laptop,
I will miss my bed,
I will miss my cousins,
I will miss everythings in my room.
And i will miss U..



Thank God, hui ling is accompany me to go there,
as i am not alone...






cheers....
the purpose of attending?
ans: just for study,
and not have fun....sob

the taste of sweet again....

Yesterday, i had spent some precious time with U..
Although it was just a hour,
but i really enjoy that moment.
I wish the time could just stop at that moment,
cheerish the warmth that u had given,
the hug that you had given,
even the kiss that you had given.
I promise, you are the best for me..
and i promise, you are the only one i need,
and i promise, i will never share anything with others.
is just for U.....
And i hope, i could be the best for you...








Now and forever......

































............................

awana trip

May be, this could be my last chance to join with u all...

Going to miss you all...

Although, i am not really close with you all,

but i enjoy every moment spending time with you all..

Thank you for a person that let me to join with you all.

Love you so much.

I know, sometimes you might be dislike the way i do,

but i am really appreciate every moment that can spend time with you.

But did you?





Before the night, i couldn't sleep at all,

my brain was running with lots lots of stuff,

i was confused,

whether wanna go or not.

Finally, i made a right decision.

But, througout the whole trip,

i feel tired and whole body was exhausted,

because i did not sleep for a whole night.

Even, i din talked much.

But i enjoyed....^^

with the girlszs.....going to miss them...

......the guys.....too much of feelings on you......

the 90's gangs that i really have fun with you all.....

emotyness

Well, this 2 weeks holiday for me is
just like empty.
Besides working, i couldn't find something
to fill my heart.
The emptyness of my heart...
My mood is unhappy,
something is missing....
i realise...
People always asked me,
Do u have a boyfriend?
well, is that important?
what is the purpose of having a bf?
Sometimes, i always asking myself,
did i really need a bf,
indeed, my heart was still on someone.
and i trying to forget,
but i couldn't....even a single day.
i know, people will say i am stupid,
not worth it to do this,
not because of the reason of worthyness,
but i have choosen to love.
Love can be good and bad.
Once you have drop into the love trap,
you can't even escape it...

sad.

Sad....feeling really hurt......
the inner of my heart was tired and hurt..
i have no idea whats wrong with you.
You have been ignoring me for so long,
but i miss you alot....
my heart cant stop me from missing you.
Are you trying to escape from me?
If the answer is yes,
do to tell me,
and i wont disturb u again...
because i wont let my tears to drop again.
because of u....
again....
is because of u...

holiday.....

Holiday?
Well, for me, holiday is working...
tiring...but wat to do...
i have to earn money to spend..hehe
I love my work the best is when i can
talk with the customers,
guide them to the nice place in kemaman,
which food is good, which place is nice..
i am just like a tourist guide...
such a wonderful feeling..
When i feel bored,
i can go for swimming, enjoying myself.
with a sparkling juice beside the pool,
that could be perfect..
Love it...


During this week, i am working ....
Work , work and work....
Tired....i feel really tired...
But thank God, i met xiu qi and wen xi(singaporean)
I become their kemaman guider,
bringing them to taste the haipeng coffee,
the ai mei jie curry mee...
they loved kemaman fish and keropok so much.
I hope they will like it...
wen xi is a general doctor in singapore,
she own 2 son, tang jie and tang kai,
they are so adorable,
while xiu qi is a graduate student.
They brought me 2 books from singapore,
hope i can finish it within this holiday.
I loved my holiday....


But the worse things when i worked was ...
facing a LC malay girl,
i hate her character,
she is so fake until i realise her truth .
At first, i was regret because i treating her so good,
bluetooth new song for her,
but what she responding is?
Betraying?
Being so rude?
What the...
i hate malay....especially....lazy malay...
Working, working la,
why still texting message while many customer .
Lazy like a pig man...hate it....

Goodbye my babe...my baby car..

I had already spend a month with my babe,
every morning, i will drive him to a walk,
Many places i had been with my babe,
from the beach to the shore,
from the school to home,
from the store to kemaman station.
Yet, i couldn't let him go,
as he could bring me to any places that i want.
I want him back, but my dad force me to let him go.
Oh...my babe...thank you for training up my driving skill,
i could say that, my driving skill is improving tremendously.
Good bye my babe, i will miss u....my lovely car...

muet muet muet...

Before the day of the exam,
i couldn't sleep for the whole night.
Why my brain always wanna to torture me?
make me nervous and freezee....
Luckily, i didn't feel tired the next day.
I am able to answer all the exam questionS,
listening, reading, and writting skill ,
all settled.
Now, just left speaking skill.
Hopefully, i can overcome my nervousness,
and control my heart beat..beepboop beepboop.STOP

Train more and needed to sharpen my speaking skill.
Yes..i can do it.. ^^

LIBRARY( the place where we met)

Every moment, every memory will just stop at this place.

Our loves had begin in this place.
The first encounter with you,
in this place.
Listen carefully to all your teaching,
in this place.
When you hold my hand,
i had surrender all my life to you.
No matter what things had happened,
my love to you will never fade,
until the every end.